im sorry...so sorry....

I’m Sorry,I’m sorry for the things I said,I didn’t really mean to.I’m sorry for the things I did, I can’t believe I hurt you.I’m sorry for the fighting,Won’t you please forgive me??Please don’t think I don’t take our relationship seriously-I do.I love you so much. Nothing makes me happier than spending time with you ,your happiness is so important to me,You are the kindest, most thoughtful person I know. I’m so lucky to have a wonderful man like you in my life. You love me, support me and take care of me, no matter what. That’s why it breaks my heart to know I hurt your feelings.I will always do my best to treat you as wonderfully as you treat me. I have never loved anyone as much as I love you. The thought of losing you breaks my heart...im sorry..i know that im not perfect,but i will try 2 be perfect like u want me 2 be,i will..miss u sangat2 dan tersangatnya lagi bersangat..

so...

Please forgive me.

coz.................>

p/s:

terrible feeling..

i just write this to express my feeling 2 u in this short paragraph...

i missed u and felt terrible because i think that u doesn't miss me..i miss u is a terrible but at the same time,it is a sweet feeling. i will be sitting around wondering if i meant anything to u?Thinking if u ever cares about me?.Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's u,i miss stayin on the phone with u all hour of the night.Looking out of the window hoping that u will surprise me by appearing my door. im sitting in front of the television but thinking of u..when laying on my bed, thinking of the last time we were out together, talking about everything, our dreams,plans,future. Logging on to the internet hoping to see u online,but when i realize that u isn't online and i will start worrying if u okay?but..i know... you're happy rite now,.. but here,i feel emptiness n jealousy ;(...

p/s; sorry about that;(..hm its ok...cause my love 4 u is growing up each day 4 u sayang;) ... i hate my terrible feeling!..n actually i juz want 2 say that i miss u sangat2.. n i must keep remanding my self what everything is,i respect ur privacy n i know,not just me that really need u...i know..

our song

this is one of the song that we always sing together,now..right now..when ever i listen to this song it reminds me of u, n its make me crying;( .. i really mish u sayang,its hurt cause u cant b by my side when i need u so hard,like u do be4......but wait! its ok..i know u never leave me.. ;)



p/s;if u guys wanna see my video..so u guys can pause lagu rindu 1/2 mati tu..haha

lihat matamu..

Lihat Matamu , Luputlah Segalanya.Deritaku.. Yang dulu..Lihat Matamu , Jelaskah..Segalanya..Pesonaku.. Yang Baru..Kau Cahaya..Ufuk Cinta..JiwaRaga..Lihat Matamu Terbuka Segalanya.Yang Terkunci , Dihati..Renunganmu Mengintai Nurani..Membongkari Rahasia Diriku..Renunganmu Mencipta Misteri..Membangkitkan Naluri Rinduku..Sekali Pandang ,Ku Kau Tawan Menjadi Milikmu..Sekali Pandang ,Ku Kau Tawan Ke Hujung Hariku....

p/s;act at the 1st time lagu ni pelik ckit..but lastly i realize that dis song sangat sweet ok..i keep on replay it like a 100 times hahaha..n i want u 2 like it 2 sayang..cause i dedicate dis lovely song especially 4 u ..;) n i mean it..

hati tahu..dia akan datang..

But I don't care what they say,I'm in love with you,They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth..-keep bleeding/leona lewis;)