Everything i do i do it for you..

p/s;thanx 4 this song ayang...really appreciate that..

ayang...!! nak ni....puhleasee....;)

so i can pretend lyke u here wif me all nyte long..;)

but... Who wants to sleep with a random body part? Creeeeeeepy!..hahaha when i wake up..my face will b like dis..huaaahaaaa~~

p/s;i rasa..better u y kat sblah i..so?? what r u waiting...marry me fast la..adeh..haha

hanya sayang kamu saorang...

BRYAN ADAMS - Please Forgive Me

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It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
I'm still hold on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on

So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me

This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me
If I need ya like I do
Please believe me
Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch

We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on
You're still number one I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights ya know I still do

One thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...

p/s;I need u In my life..I do..
I noe,Everything u do u do it for me...thanx ayg..dis 2 songs really make me cry..thanx 4 everything ...I do love u..

....

... i feel so empty.. i'm growing insane, putting my feelings on paper, swallowing all the lonliness ..

p/s;
.empty.

breakfast 4 u..;)

(year ???coming soon..yada yada..) :6 15a.m*mdy-fri(hamboi gigih gile)hm...nk buat breakfst apa eh..

ni je la y marissa tau buat..hahaha
kompem ayg ckp ...pffffsttttttttt...leh ke bangun awal??...hahaha..leh la...adoai nye pon kan..

7a.m;hadeh..ngantuknya....

p/s;
-cant wait to marry u...haha.
-kt merancang...Allah yang menentukan...;)

erk.....glup..

i miss you,i need you,i love you

tonight I wish I was there curled up by ur side, Time passes, But not fast enough, I try to be strong, When I feel u embrace it will be just fine, But my heart aches for u on this lonely night.It's YOU.... u are the first thought in my head in the morning when I wake up.. my last thought before I go to bed. u smile at me in my dreams.Distance between u and me is not an obstacle... rather a beautiful reminder of just how strong true love can be 4 us ;)ayang,I wish that I could hold u now... I wish that I could touch u now... I wish that I could talk to u... be with u..omg too much yada yada yada pftttttss...ok..titik..gud nyte...^_^

p/s;

I wish i can rip u out of my dreams and hug u!

im sorry...so sorry....

I’m Sorry,I’m sorry for the things I said,I didn’t really mean to.I’m sorry for the things I did, I can’t believe I hurt you.I’m sorry for the fighting,Won’t you please forgive me??Please don’t think I don’t take our relationship seriously-I do.I love you so much. Nothing makes me happier than spending time with you ,your happiness is so important to me,You are the kindest, most thoughtful person I know. I’m so lucky to have a wonderful man like you in my life. You love me, support me and take care of me, no matter what. That’s why it breaks my heart to know I hurt your feelings.I will always do my best to treat you as wonderfully as you treat me. I have never loved anyone as much as I love you. The thought of losing you breaks my heart...im sorry..i know that im not perfect,but i will try 2 be perfect like u want me 2 be,i will..miss u sangat2 dan tersangatnya lagi bersangat..

so...

Please forgive me.

coz.................>

p/s:

terrible feeling..

i just write this to express my feeling 2 u in this short paragraph...

i missed u and felt terrible because i think that u doesn't miss me..i miss u is a terrible but at the same time,it is a sweet feeling. i will be sitting around wondering if i meant anything to u?Thinking if u ever cares about me?.Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's u,i miss stayin on the phone with u all hour of the night.Looking out of the window hoping that u will surprise me by appearing my door. im sitting in front of the television but thinking of u..when laying on my bed, thinking of the last time we were out together, talking about everything, our dreams,plans,future. Logging on to the internet hoping to see u online,but when i realize that u isn't online and i will start worrying if u okay?but..i know... you're happy rite now,.. but here,i feel emptiness n jealousy ;(...

p/s; sorry about that;(..hm its ok...cause my love 4 u is growing up each day 4 u sayang;) ... i hate my terrible feeling!..n actually i juz want 2 say that i miss u sangat2.. n i must keep remanding my self what everything is,i respect ur privacy n i know,not just me that really need u...i know..

our song

this is one of the song that we always sing together,now..right now..when ever i listen to this song it reminds me of u, n its make me crying;( .. i really mish u sayang,its hurt cause u cant b by my side when i need u so hard,like u do be4......but wait! its ok..i know u never leave me.. ;)



p/s;if u guys wanna see my video..so u guys can pause lagu rindu 1/2 mati tu..haha

lihat matamu..

Lihat Matamu , Luputlah Segalanya.Deritaku.. Yang dulu..Lihat Matamu , Jelaskah..Segalanya..Pesonaku.. Yang Baru..Kau Cahaya..Ufuk Cinta..JiwaRaga..Lihat Matamu Terbuka Segalanya.Yang Terkunci , Dihati..Renunganmu Mengintai Nurani..Membongkari Rahasia Diriku..Renunganmu Mencipta Misteri..Membangkitkan Naluri Rinduku..Sekali Pandang ,Ku Kau Tawan Menjadi Milikmu..Sekali Pandang ,Ku Kau Tawan Ke Hujung Hariku....

p/s;act at the 1st time lagu ni pelik ckit..but lastly i realize that dis song sangat sweet ok..i keep on replay it like a 100 times hahaha..n i want u 2 like it 2 sayang..cause i dedicate dis lovely song especially 4 u ..;) n i mean it..

hati tahu..dia akan datang..

But I don't care what they say,I'm in love with you,They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth..-keep bleeding/leona lewis;)

a moment

This is my second time writing for someone whose new to me....
but I'm going to write something short but meaningful and i wanna u read haha
so....here it goes....

every moment with u become a moment for us..so,evry second,minute,hour that we had together its a beautiful n meaningful moment to me...

but the most sweetest moment that we do is when we cook together,walking while holding hands,when u never get bored 2 say that u love me,never leave me,n warning me 1000 times to me 4 being faithful 2 u (i promise), n talk-talk-talk-yada-yada-yada with u and ur jokes sayang!its make me laugh like perempuan gila tahu;) haha

I know a lot of obstacles that need to be confronted, but, I'm ready, because I just want you .. so I must be very hard to achieve my goals to be with you ..

sayang, promise me that you will stay there, just there,Because I still need you there, just right there...And I promise that I will never let go,If you promise not to fade away..n please keep ur promises..cuz i cnt do it alone..i need u..;)

my words 4 tonite is.....

i want u 2 know what i feel rite now kekasih malapku..;)

when i fall in love,all my old hurts and pains will seem lost and faded away..and i will be strong and brave once again..because that's what i feel,i don't care who u r,when i fall in love with u..
14 reasons that u make me fall in love wift u..;) read carefully..wink2

1. I love you because you make me happy
2. I love you because you make me feel safe
3. I love ur smile
4. I love the way you say my name
5. I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you like me
6. I love the fact that when I'm around you I can be myself no matter what my faults may be.
7. I love being able to wake up with you by my side... It makes my day better..
8. At night I love watching you sleep, hearing you take each breath, and feeling your heart beat with the palm of my hand... reality hits that you are not a dream u are mine..(myb? huhu;).
9. I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight, like there is no tomorrow..
10. And I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss, the love and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable(tul ke eja nieh huu..)
11. I love your laugh very damn much..coz ur laugh can turn me on;) ngee
    
12. I love hearing your voice coz its sgt lah comel 4 me..
    
13. And hearing you tell me your stories, you could tell them to me a thousand times, and I will never get tired of them, because they are a part of you.
    
14. But the main reason I love you is because.....You are you:)..

omg..what i write juz now? love?? haha..pmbetulan, i like u..myb lg sesuai...awl lg kann..;) remmber..sy c marissa y masih trauma...;) .. wtever pun,at the same time i trust u..

but please..4 now,dont ever hurt me ...;(cuz i knw 1 day,i must let u go..

LOVE MAKE NO SENSE..ITS A BULLSHIT
I dont believe in LOVE anymore....I think its all bullshit, people are phonies..

but..i must believe in love!!I have to!!. My belief is all I have left. Although I don't experience true love in my relationship, I must believe that it exists. I experience hurt, pain, stress, deceit, and betrayal on a regular basis, but without my belief and hope I would just curl up and die. More correctly, people are LIARS.
but 4 now..i juz dnt wanna 2 talk about love ..not ready yet
juz wanna..
have fun
bff
try new things
meet new guys
enjoy
new life
make friends
n
blablabla...^_^
ya im changed,its da gud way 2 start new life kan..n 2 4get evrythng frm da past of me...

I’ll go crazy, in just a matter of time
I know I’m going to kill myself
You’ve made me lose my mind
So should I blame my insanity on you?

Angin
tolong sampai kan salam ku pada nya
Awan
tolong lindungi diri nya untuk ku
Tanah
tolong kabarkan langkahnya pada ku

dulu kau tawarkan,
manisnya janjimu..
yang ku sahut itu dgn segenap hatiku.
hilangnya dirimu,
menusuk hatiku.
hingga ku memilih,cinta yang fana.
perginya cintamu,
merobek hatiku,
hingga ku terjatuh dalam harapan.

i miss my childhood..~

Marissa miss the days when......

-believing in fairy tale endings.
-feeling safe, careless and free,
-the feelings of being invisible or unbreakable
-believing all the lives of those I have met and loved would last forever
-the days when I used to have a very nice baby-skin, with not a single pimple
-the days when the boys, including me, used to write and send love notes to girls during class.. xD
-Candy and trading cards were currency
-barbie doll were fun
-Cartoons didn't suck
-Jobs were for old people
-A ten page report was a lot
-Doing "hard time" meant being grounded for a week.
-School was free
-Guys had higher voices than girls
-atok n nenek was still alive
-Everyone was going to be an astronaut or doctor when they grew up
-"adik, it's time to get up and get ready for school<3">
-Mama was the only woman I needed to fear "once a month"
-the possibility of broken bones and scrapes didn't stop me from having fun...
-crush with the boy next class..its fun~ even dnt knw what meaning of love dat time..n the most thing is,i never gets hurt so bad..like i do now..
-not having to worry so much about how I look.
-having an all day play and rest without having to worry much about school works and serious stuffs.
-the days when my abah n mama used to favor me with almost anything I want.
-being worry-free, the innocent days wherein all I did was to think about eating, playing, and having fun. (act there's a lot more things I miss, but cnt remmber now..haha~ ;D..)

dat time, I always felt that it would be so gr8 when I grow up, I wud have no school, wud be having lots of fun,the happy ending love,freedom, but now, I felt childhood was so better..-_-

Somehow I wish at least for some time, it wud be so gr8 if I get my childhood back,having fun,n to learn again....so,myb i can fix all the mistake dat i make today n b the gud gurl like abah n mama want me to be n i can b a perfect gurl for the guy i love ,cause, i lost him now n its hurts me.....~~ ...sob..sob... i want my childhood life !!!

ohh.. marissa..

its GOOD being strong..but its SUCK too when people know that u're strong n they think it is okey to HURT u AGAIN n AGAIN.~ (+_+)

im not afraid to try again...im just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason~